Why is it everytime I go home I pig out? I don't know what it is about being there but I give myself an all access card to be baaaaaaaad and I have to pay the price when I get home and I am guilt ridden.
Today I called and made myself a mental health appointment to talk it over with a provider, I MUST STOP THIS...I will not become the STATISTIC and gain weight back!
I know what it takes to stay successful but something about being home triggers something inside me to gorge on CRAP and I have got to put a stop to it.
I feel really shitty right now, going back to liquids for as long as I can stand it so I can get back to where I was......FUCK......this is sooooo not necessary Amy what the HELL were you thinking ~ I wasn't!!!!!????!!!!!
God help me, I'm struggling here. Wahhhh!
Amy :(
Summer Issue of Weight Matters Magazine
2 years ago
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